Monday, August 17, 2009

Tonight is Hard

Tonight I miss him.

Armini has been in China for a little more than two weeks.

So far I've been ok. Surprisingly so. I think that I did a lot of grieving for him, for us, before he left.

But tonight I can't help but think of that moment. The moment where I had to turn away from him in the airport. When he left.

Tonight is hard. Tonight I miss what I used to have. Tonight I don't know what to do with myself.

1 comment:

Full of Heart said...

There are always points, after every relationship, the ones that ended well and the ones that ended badly in which you miss them unexpectedly.
Recognizing that and allowing yourself to feel it is what counts.