Tonight I miss him.
Armini has been in China for a little more than two weeks.
So far I've been ok. Surprisingly so. I think that I did a lot of grieving for him, for us, before he left.
But tonight I can't help but think of that moment. The moment where I had to turn away from him in the airport. When he left.
Tonight is hard. Tonight I miss what I used to have. Tonight I don't know what to do with myself.